Getting To Know YOU Sunday!

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1. Do you have a fetish?
Haha this is a strange question but ummm I don't have any weird fetishes like feet or anything. I'm obsessed with blue eyes on a male if you can call that a fetish.
2. Do you sing in the shower?
Yes, and quite loudly on some occasions
3. Who was your first crush?
I was in 2nd Grade and it was Matt Powell
4. What do you think is the best manly trait a guy could have?
I think the most attractive manly trait would be for a guy to be a good father to his children. Nothing would make me more head over heels than seeing my son happy.
5. Do you sleep naked?
I have..sometimes on hot nights its just really comfy
6. What do you do when (you think) no one is looking?
Random HORRIBLE dancing.
7. What's the first thing you do when you go online?
Check emails, facebook & my schooling.
8. Summer is.....?
Hot!!! Fun in the Sun. Now that Keegan is older I can't wait to take him and do Summer activities with him.

Five Question Friday

 

 

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1. Do you have an iPhone and, if so, how do you get apps and what are your favorites? I do not have an iPhone. I have a MyTouch though and get apps as well. I love the Ringdroid app, FML, Facebook and Myspace.

2. What is your fondest memory of K-3rd grade?

I don't remember much of it actually. I think I would have to say nap time and snack time haha..I hated it then but miss it now that I'm an adult.

3. What makes you cringe at the thought of touching?

Clowns make me cringe. I'm pretty sure if one touched me I would seriously freak out.

4. If you could have any celebrity show up on your doorstep who would it be and why?

Gerard Butler. He is drop dead gorgeous and I love his accent.

5. What would you say is your best physical feature?

My eyes I do believe. I think I have some beautiful green eyes and with the proper eyeliner and mascara they really POP.

You're Still The One

So the past few days have been kind of a blur to me. I have been doing some much needed thinking, crying and trying to heal. I'm not healing one bit and that is totally my problem. I have tried twice now to rush into a relationship with two great guys. The first time I royally screwed things up with an amazing friend of mine. The second I stopped it before it went any further and did screw things up for good. I'm just not ready to even begin to think about being with any other man.

Quite frankly I'm not even sure if I want to be "over" Jamie. I loved him with every beat of my heart and I've come to realize after talking with Brea last night that I'm still madly in love with that man. He and I both have done a lot of hurtful things to one another, but for some reason I can't seem to get it out of my head that he's supposed to be my forever. I fucked up big time and I know I could never take it back. I miss him so much though.

I thought that I was done with him after all of the things that he's done and put me through, and vice versa. It's totally not okay and not done. James M is my world whether I want to admit it or not. I'm admitting it thought. Loud and clear right here. I love him and I feel like a fool for messing shit up. I wish that I could tell him all of this and him truly see how much he means to me. He would just think it was a bunch of bullshit though. Ugh I am at a cross point and I'm so confused as to what to do. How do you move on from someone you are totally 100% in love with still?

So many nights I've spent crying myself to sleep, because I know that he's happier without me there. It hurts the hear him say how content he is with another woman or how happy he is without me by his side. I devoted my everything to him and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. I guess I'm just going to have to learn to find something that doesn't remind me of him always. Such as the song up there. This is OUR song. It makes me cry everytime I hear it now too. Thanks for listening to me. I really needed to get that out....until next time.

Getting To Know YOU Sunday!

1. The most expensive thing hanging in my closet is.....?
Would probably either be my Coach Purse, Dolce & Gabana Sunglasses or Jimmy Choo shoes!
2. Have you ever played a team sport?
I played soccer for our county teams that we do. I always wanted to play volleyball though
3. If you were a bug, what kind would you be?
 A bug..hmmm..I think I would have to say I'd be a Lady Bug. They are beautiful and one of my favorites.
4. Where on your body is the worst place to get sunburned? (thanks Ian)
I would have to go with the back. You cannot lay flat on your back, its painful to shower, & just all around hurts like hell.
5. Are you happy?
Yes, for once I can honestly say that I am happy with how things are going in my life
6. People are always abbreviating..are there any abbreviations that make your skin crawl when people use them?
 I do it on a very rare occasion, but all of them annoy me. I think u is the worst...It is totally not that hard to spell out YOU.
7. Do you love where you live..or could you live anywhere?
No No No...living in small Paris, TN with my parents is not my ideal home. I don't have a huge variety of choice right now though. I would absolutely love to live in Ireland, being half Irish myself I think it'd be an amazing experience.
8. What, if any, extreme measures do you go to to keep yourself from overeating when you're full?
I try and do the whole portions thing but normally doesn't work. I will still be totally hungry. I have not found a good way to stop. I love food what can I say.

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Introducing Me

Hey there!! The name is Lindsey, but majority of my friends call me Linds. I am twenty-one years young. September 17th is when I blow out the candles. I gained the title "Mommy" January of 2009. Keegan James is my little hellion. He's a handful and then some. I enjoy spending time with him and watching him learn new things. Well to catch you up on life with me. I was married at the tender age of 18 to a U.S. Soldier. We barely knew each other for three weeks before marrying one another. There were many ups and downs of this marriage, but the one good thing I can say is we had our handsome son. There was just no way we could get along and decided to go our own ways. It a rare thing for him to see let alone call his son, but hey that is his decision. I have moved on with my life. Keegs and I are doing great. I am a full time student pursuing my Associates in Medical Billing & Coding. I'm very excited about furthering my education and getting a decent job in this world. I recently met a pretty amazing guy, Ryan. He puts a smile on my face and makes me look forward to seeing him. I'm excited about what the future holds for us, but so far so good. Thanks for stopping by. Until next time...........